Posted in lol! lol!, random ramblings, tagged hanky panky, humour, pool, sex, Singaporeans, stupid on March 31, 2009| 2 Comments »
Forgive my blatant intrusion.
Trust Benjamin to show me such links. I have to admit, STOMP is an interesting place to be, especially when one is overcome by boredom and the excessive time on our hands isn’t really helping us much. STOMP is a mecca for stupidity and humorous true stories which us Singaporeans, are starring in. Gee, this makes me wonder why I fail to take any interest in STOMP before…
Posted in decode, lament of the highborne, songs, tagged emo, Lenka, love, music, sorrow on March 31, 2009| Leave a Comment »
I can’t forget you when you’re gone
You’re like a song
That goes around in my head
And how I regret
It’s been so long
Oh what went wrong
Could it be something I said
Time, make it go faster
Or just rewind
To back when I’m wrapped in your arms
When the nights are long… Loneliness chews at your heart, nibbling bit by bit till daylight breaks from the horizon. Forgive me as this tsunami of negative and painful emotions crashes through my soul, mind and body, I am still trying my best to hold on to every thread of sanity and reason.
This song echos through the night in its sweet yet melancholic melody, teasing my senses and pulling at my heartstrings as if it knows sleep may be my best remedy yet.
Good night, my friends.
Posted in friends, sports, with love, tagged Downtown East, friends, in-line skating, internships, Pasir Ris, rain, SEJA, sports on March 30, 2009| Leave a Comment »
I remain in Singapore while a bulk of my poly friends have gone to Brisbane and India for their study trip and in a couple of week’s time, Christabel will depart for her 6 month long internship in Vietnam. I wish all of them the best of luck and more importantly, to remain safe and return home with new found experience and knowledge.
Despite the unstable opening last week had started out with, it ended on a nice tune.
While others were out at Downtown East with their families, I was there with the SEJA girls and Spiff. For so long, we had planned an outing like this, I was to teach Sue how to in-line skate but I think I ended up merely being the one who lends them the in-line skates, Danish will make a far more excellent teacher than I will. Okay, so the rain kind of made an unexpected break in our original plans…
We decided to have alternative ways to have fun by staying in E-hub and playing board games. We took turns being puzzle-solvers, gem collectors, toaists priests, gang robbers and tower … umm, guardians. As the rain ceased… that’s when the fun and excitement begins as serotonin and endorphins courses through our veins the way lightning streaks across the dark skies.
Posted in decode, lament of the highborne on March 29, 2009| Leave a Comment »
The silence eats at my sanity every passing second, feeding on suspicion and fear that surrounds me. I look in all directions but I seem to find every single friend whom I had believed and trusted in, disappearing slowly into the caves of nowhere.
I want to know where they went to and if they’re ever return.
They say time heals all wounds but I’m still waiting.
The silence stabs.
Posted in fuck my life, let the flames begin, photos on March 29, 2009| Leave a Comment »
I am really frustrated and angry.
Mike reckons it’s my imbalanced hormones but I blame it on the nausea that accompanied me on my way home as well as a sudden addition in Sunday’s plans which I am seriously not happy about. It is unwanted and while it has already spoilt my entire weekend, I shall attempt to suck it up, put on a smile and a facade. Okay, maybe not a facade, because I am never one to hide the “fuck off” sign on my forehead.
God, I’m probably going to die of high blood pressure one of these days.
– after 30 minutes-
Posted in friends, om nom nom nom, photos, with love, tagged bands, buffet, friends, gig, hair, hair stylist, joy, salon, studio, teh halia on March 28, 2009| 2 Comments »
Never trust anyone else with your hair.
What was once long, thick and messy is now…
You’ll see.
Posted in Family, peace, contentment and bliss, photos, special occasions, with love, tagged children, family, love, malay, marriage, muslim on March 28, 2009| Leave a Comment »
Marriage is that relation between man and woman in which the independence is equal, the dependence mutual, and the obligation reciprocal.
Even I, with my various insecurities and deep fear of being left alone has hopes that one day, I will be courageous enough to let someone into my heart and trust him enough for me to take chances. One day, I will take that leap of faith…
But for now, I remain contented just to see my family happy.
Posted in friends, random ramblings, with love on March 27, 2009| Leave a Comment »
I can never sit still at home.
The original plan was to stay home, catch up on my reading as well as play a gane of DoW 2. Not surprisingly, I got bored. My zero-to-none attention span is no secret, everyone knows I am constantly on the go. So I came up with a Plan B: invite myself over to Benjamin’s humble abode.
The two of us have a tradition of drinking fruit juice as well as bingeing on sodium-infested chips and other snacks while watching movies.
As much as I would love to write a review for Apocalypto and Eragon at the moment, my eyes are threatening to shut down at any second.
So, here’s a curtsey from yours truely to you cocky single-minded bitches and horny bastards, you know you love to hate me.
Someone remind me to read up on human sacrifice, cannabilism and headhunting.
Posted in decode, my wish, peace, contentment and bliss on March 25, 2009| Leave a Comment »
People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is, the only place they ever needed to search was within.
Posted in volunteer work, tagged AWWA, volunteering on March 25, 2009| 2 Comments »
She asked me why I had the sudden urge to volunteer.
Ever since exams have ended, I’ve been roaming the net for organizations that require volunteers and it has to be for a cause that means a lot to me such as domestic violence, animals, mentally ill patients, children and the environment. I’m quite an ambitious person who swamps herself in too many commitments and at the same time, making too many promises. I like the adrenline rush of it all but eventually, it gets too heavy and winds me down.
But that is not the point, the point is, I have decided I’ve been selfish and spoilt for far too long and thus it is time I give back to the community.
So I told her I wanted to do some soul searching, maybe it’ll help forge some depth and wisdom into my character.
I can’t wait to start!
From Naddie to You 